I know, that's a phrase we often use sarcastically, or ironically, when we're emoting about our "first world problems." But for me, right now, it's feeling pretty real. This holiday season, I am struggling with some legitimate anxiety. In my 40+ years I know I have experienced some sense of anxiety, but I know now it was different. I think back to when I was a young mom trying to figure out how to afford diapers and groceries. Then, when I was a single mom of two and was stru